//ME//

KEEPIN' IT REAL

//TRYING TO REMEMBER THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME ...ME//

//VOLCOM panther tank/ DOC MARTENS/ H&M tulle skirt//

LOCATION/ Byron Bay, AUSTRALIA

保持真实

//试着记起那些让我成为我的事情//

// VOLCOM豹图案吊带衫/ DOC MARTENS / H&M薄纱裙子//

地点/澳洲拜伦湾

 

/ For some odd reason I have come to accept, OPPORTUNITIES flock to me,
giving me CHANCES to expand./
/I like spending every cent I have on PRETTY things./
/I fall in love with every place I travel to with excess NATURE./
/I am a PUSHOVER for people I care about, often working in reverse INTENTIONS./
/I remember every BAD thing you have said about me,
and rarely remember the GOOD./
//MY GOLDEN RULE: IF A MAN CANNOT ROCK A SUIT AND LOOK BANGIN',
THAT'S IT.//

/因为某些我已经接受了的怪原因，机会聚集到我身上，给我机会去扩展。/

/我喜欢把所有钱花在漂亮的东西。/

/我爱上每一个我去过有过剩的大自然的地方。/

/我对着我关心的人会变成一个容易打败的对手，常常都往相反意向。/

/我记得每句你讲过我的坏话，也很少记得好话。/

//我的金科玉律：如果一个男人不能穿上西装，而且看起来很棒，那就是这样了。//

 




/When I am feeling like myself, I laugh UNCONTROLLABLY,
complete with SQUINTY eyes, SORE jaws and DIMPLES./
/I could never be as selfish as I want because I always end up seeing the 'other person'
as an actual PERSON and not a bypassing IDEA./
/If you know me and only see the SERIOUS side of me, that means I don't feel comfy around you,
I am CRAZY when it coming to KOOKY things./

/当我觉得很想自己的时候，我失控地大笑，用斜视的眼睛，疼痛的下颚和酒窝完成。/

/我从不是我希望那么的自私，因为我常常把另外一个人看成一个真实的人而不是一个绕过的理念。/

/如果你认识我和只看到我认真的一面，那代表我在你身边不觉得完全安心，当有奇怪的事情我会变得很疯狂。/

/If I like you, I will make you COOKIES, DRAWINGS and lots of LOVE LETTERS./
/If I really like you, I BLUSH excessively and have problems maintaining EYE-CONTACT ./
/I like HOME-MADE DINNERS, MOVIES IN BED and BORING DATES./
/I am easily SWAYED and INFLUENCED by who I care about./
/So much so, I often forget what I want./
/Above commitment, I want RESPECT & HONESTY./
/Can live without commitment, can't live without knowing that I can't trust in you./
/AND FRANKLY, at this moment,  I DON'T TRUST./

/如果我喜欢你，我会送你手工的书本，曲奇，绘图和很多的情书。/

/我不需要晚餐，电影或花俏的约会。/

/我喜欢自己做晚餐，在床上看电影和无聊的约会。/

/我很容易被我关心的人左右和影响。/

/太多了以至于我常忘记我想要什么。/

/在承诺之上，我要尊重和诚实。/

/没有承诺可以生存，但如果不知道我不可以相信你的话，我不能生存。/

/很坦白，这一刻，我不相信。/

*
I will keep working on what makes me, me.

我会继续做那些让我成为我的事情。
but you have to work on being honest.

Harsh Lights

Wearing: Oliver Goldsmith frames, Volcom clutch, YSL x Elle tee, random satin dress and gypsy gown

穿着：Oliver Goldsmith眼镜，Volcom手提包，YSL x Elle衬衫，缎子裙和吉普赛长袍

 

I was at home the whole day staring at the final chapter of my novel.  Something didn't seem right about it.  I have written it over and over again but I feel like it wasn't really what I was feeling.  Might have to start asking for help, could be the start of a newer and exciting project.  Will post up the details tomorrow to see if anyone is interested.

我今天整天都在家里看着我的小说的最后一章。总觉得有点不对劲。我已经重写再重写了，但还是觉得写出来的不是我要的感觉。可能要开始求救，可能会是一个让人兴奋的新计划的开始。或许明天会列出详细资料，看看会不会有人有兴趣。

After the whole day staring at the screen, I didn't feel like dolling up for a casual family dinner. Ha! I threw on a long satin dress, this gypsy gown I absolutely love and over wear and a pair of bright velvet wedges. It was the perfect outfit to lift in up from the glooms... Then from 6pm onwards, my phone won't stop buzzing.  It's annoying, the emails and messages just keep flowing in.  Couldn't figure it out, was quiet the whole morning. 

Looked at wedding dresses and rings today... wow... have NEVER done that before.

Does anyone do that in their spare time?

整天看着电脑之后，我不想特意打扮出席一个平常的家庭晚饭聚会。哈！我穿了一条长缎子裙，我很爱又常穿的吉普赛长袍，和一双鲜艳的绒高底鞋。这是一个最能帮助调整心情的装束。。。六时以后，我的电话响个不停。很烦人，不断收到电邮和简讯。不知道为什么，整个早上一直很宁静的。

今天看了婚纱和结婚戒指。。。哇。。。从没做过这样的事。有人在有空的时候做这样的事吗？

Sometimes

The most unexpected things make you upset.

Drink it up.